FRQ

It's an aura. In the beginning, everything's okay. There's two-way communication, interation. One is being courteous to another... than slowly... it meant nothing anymore. Perhaps it's my personality. Perhaps I'm plain boring. Perhaps I'm downright annoying, or because of everything's that's wrong about me. Noone talks to me.

I'm an outcast. I feel strange when I'm not lonely. I feel depressed when I am.

I'm cursed.

It happens EVERYTIME. Umm... there's exception of course but it's complicated.

Low chance of getting a bf with my personality. My body? Heck, worse. Working on it now though... I wanna be hot! Even though I can't be hot thanks to my genetics but I'm not gonna back out. Sigh, still.... the aura. I can't get rid of the aura. Or maybe I created the aura myself. I subconsciously repel people.

Oh well, gotta deal with it everyday anyway. So, I'll follow my sister's great advice. The way she said it, it's like she knows my pain. It's like she's been through the pain too.

Don't think too much

And go to sleep zzZZZ